i cant take it anymore
today i cried in school.. if u guys know me well enough.. i'm not the type who cry easily in front of people de.. think even my best frenz like shirlynn amerlyn they all oso see my cry for less than 5 times in total.. think only 3 times at most?? i oso nt sure.. but.. i cried in class today.. not whole class is around.. but my PW group, tanxin blablabla saw me cry.. didnt know i will cry out this time either.. but just cant control.. when i start to talk.. nose suddenly suan diao.. den everything just release since that time.. haix.. stupid me..
i dont know why i cry.. maybe because i am tired over teacher's comments after each draft.. especially when she didnt ask us to make any amendment last time.. this time she comments alot on it.. and also.. the graphs.. i dont know how to read her mind la.. at the time.. i scared she will say if she keep refering to the appendix for our graphs will be very ma fan.. so i spent lots of time transferring, naming, magnifying all the graphs so that the words can be read.. in the end.. she says there are too many graphs.. see le headache...i really dont know what they want la...
i started working on it straight after PD Block opening last sat.. i reach home at 8+pm la.. and i did until midnight.. continue the next day until afternoon.. finally completed everything.. i just dont understand what can i do la? word limit.. still need add so many things.. i want to wash my hands off le loh..
i really feel very stressed.. in JJ.. i want to get good results.. hoping to get partial exemptions for some subjects.. at least 1.. like math or econs.. in the end.. haix.. i got none.. i dont want to do badly for my chinese anymore.. i just dont want to disappoint myself any further.. project work.. i oso dont wish to do badly on our perfect project.. but.. i'm very stressed.. when can i get a break????? i need to recharge my battery.. can i have one day to charge myself??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
i cant take it anymore
today i cried in school.. if u guys know me well enough.. i'm not the type who cry easily in front of people de.. think even my best frenz like shirlynn amerlyn they all oso see my cry for less than 5 times in total.. think only 3 times at most?? i oso nt sure.. but.. i cried in class today.. not whole class is around.. but my PW group, tanxin blablabla saw me cry.. didnt know i will cry out this time either.. but just cant control.. when i start to talk.. nose suddenly suan diao.. den everything just release since that time.. haix.. stupid me..
i dont know why i cry.. maybe because i am tired over teacher's comments after each draft.. especially when she didnt ask us to make any amendment last time.. this time she comments alot on it.. and also.. the graphs.. i dont know how to read her mind la.. at the time.. i scared she will say if she keep refering to the appendix for our graphs will be very ma fan.. so i spent lots of time transferring, naming, magnifying all the graphs so that the words can be read.. in the end.. she says there are too many graphs.. see le headache...i really dont know what they want la...
i started working on it straight after PD Block opening last sat.. i reach home at 8+pm la.. and i did until midnight.. continue the next day until afternoon.. finally completed everything.. i just dont understand what can i do la? word limit.. still need add so many things.. i want to wash my hands off le loh..
i really feel very stressed.. in JJ.. i want to get good results.. hoping to get partial exemptions for some subjects.. at least 1.. like math or econs.. in the end.. haix.. i got none.. i dont want to do badly for my chinese anymore.. i just dont want to disappoint myself any further.. project work.. i oso dont wish to do badly on our perfect project.. but.. i'm very stressed.. when can i get a break????? i need to recharge my battery.. can i have one day to charge myself??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
