nVr HuRt Ur LuV oNeS..
hmmmx... juz now when doing nth.. suddenly think that.. we shld nt hurt those who luvs u n u love... but they tend to be more easily hurt de... wah.. y will like tt arh? maybe they intend to get more luv from u... and dun expect u to hurt them ba? maybe tt is y we will cry for our loved ones n not those tt u r not close to lohx.. haha.. can't reallie express wad i wan sae oso la.. sae until abit guai guai..
hmmmx.. today went nanny's hse... think quite a good choice.. at least i wun be alone at home whole day den keep thinking of things.. haha.. brought homework over there.. haha... finished my compre le.. but i still do until so damn slow lohx.. dunno y.. juz no mood to do lohx... haix.. at nanny de hse time passes quickly.. haha.. dunno y will think so..
tmr maybe going swimming.. haha.. another day occupied.. haha.. good good... =P... so tt i wun keep thinking abt him... hmmm... 2 more days? haha... nvm... dun wan to go count down oso...
my fren sae i'm xing fu... ya.. i agree.. i am... because the real xing fu is when u can smile n agree tt u are once xing fu ma.. but... sometimes i will think i'm taking chinese medicine now... very bitter.. waiting for someone to pass me a plum to get rid of the bitterness... haix...
getting abit better...
got abit better today... didn't miss him as much as last 2 days... but still miss him.. mei shi mei ke.. reallie.. since morning till now.. i had to keep myself occupied all the time.. in order nt to miss him so much... i MUST get used to some days without him... can't possibly everyday haf to sms/chat wif him de rite? if reallie lyk tt.. sooner or later will get sick of such days de...
well... time passes rather quickly today... morning helped my youngest bro to pack his books for next yr.. wrote his name on every book.. haha.. by doing all these, 1 hr plus is gone... den after lunch came online n continue to decorate my blog... haha.. wah.. first time decorating blogs lehx.. me so damn very unfamiliar to blogs.. html oso can't understand.. wad a lousy itmc member.. haha.. not didn't teach.. got teach once.. but that "kiat how" teach until no one understands!! only rmb the beginning must put wad.. ending must put wad.. sorry arh.... dun mean to comment on his teaching.. but... aiyo.. SORRY!! =X.. anyway... i'm able to finish this blog... all thanks to kohli, khay mar and peihwa!!
to kohli, khaymar & peihwa: THANKS YOU GALS!! luv u all loaddss... *muack* =X
right now.. i'm struggling... struggling if i wan to tok to him now.... asking him... have he finish thinking?!.... haix..... maybe i will.. maybe i wun ba? wah... now so luan now.. haix.... T_T
b0r|nG dAy...
spent my day doing almost nothing... empty... kong kong de.. haix..
woke up at ard 9.45.. thought of him since i wake up.. thinking.. wad can i do if i dun msg him... ya.. told myself to ma zui myself using studies... tt's the best way... oso wun waste any time oso.. walked out of room... sat on sofa for a long time.. staring blankly at the television... ain't happy.. though nth happen yet today... juz feel empy ba? den watch tv... keep switching channels.. none of the shows caught my fullest attention.. not even liu xing yu... in the afternoon.. decided to go slp awhile.. who noes haven't slp for 1 hr.. my dad was nagging to my bro for nt knowing it has rained... clothes were still hanging outside.. ya.. den my dad started "face black black" loh.. but at least nt to me mostly.. cuz i diam diam..
i'm quite quiet whole day... ya...? nt my usual self... haha... i shld be toking whole day long de ma? y didn't i do that today???!!! haix... how? will i carry on like dat for days?? i dun wan.. haix.... how??????????????
~u r my very first thought in the morning... and my last when night falls..~
dEpReEsSeD / uNhApPiE / eMpTy
i am feeling very sad.. depressed... unhappie.. empty right now... or rather whole day.. think because of him ba? and many other things... so many things happened so suddenly... not a smooth day for me..
i'll have 5 days when i cannot sms him.. cannot tok to him... he need a break... not break up de break la.. cuz we nt together so cannot break oso.. haha... is sometime to let him think of things carefully ba? ya.. i think so... maybe we reallie need sometime to go think of different things ba... everyday like tt oso wun last... maybe sooner or later will get tired de.. got ppl sae... "xiu xi shi wei le zou gen chang yuan de lu"... hmmmx... waiting for wednesday le lohx...
den today went mrs sim's hse.. wah.. meet huixian at 11am at jurong east.. den mrs sim called..! saying she going maid agency to choose a maid... her daughter-in-law-to be suggest de... if not if got any emergency no one at home den very cham.. ya lohx.. agree... her daughter-in-law-to be reallie quite xi xin ya? not bad not bad... but like tt.. we have to go later... meet shaopeng they guys at 12pm.. den we decide to go and do wad we wan first lohx.. so we went slack ard lohx... from JEC to IMM... haha... went to take neoprint oso... wif huixian,kohli and hongda... quite nice lehx.. haha... den after tt when we decide to go mrs sim's hse... called those guys to meet loh! CALLED SO MANY TIMES BUT NO ONE PICKS UP FONE!!! we total gave them 32 missed calls.. haha.. thiha told me de.. haha.. but they finally didnt go.. cuz they went to play bball... at first still think can take photos of SP to let him see de... finally didn't... haha.. but he reallie changed alot.. though become more shuai n more friendly towards me[?]... i'm always thinking of him when wif SP... haix... can't get much happier no matter wad...
haix.... reallie dunno how..... 5 days.... maybe a time for me to tiao zheng my mood ba... intend to pia hw these few days... haha... ma zui myslef using tt sia.. haha..... hope time can pass faster ba...
fIrSt pOstInG
haha.. first time posting for this blog... actuallie last time got attempted to create a blog quite a few times.. but everytime forget my username all these things.. haha... forgetful sia? nvm.. hope this can last lohx..
today is nan hua open hse.. hmmm... not many ppl.. neither less la.. quite ok ok... cuz got ppl come got ppl leave ma... so ok ok lohx.. my bro oso went le.. den he went to play table tennis.. think the coach has asked him for his name.. maybe he will get into table tennis next yr ba? ITMC de booth reallie very slack loh.. no one dares to approach parents.. even if i tok to them they oso gif me 2 words 2 words de replies... so discouraging lohx.. *sobx* i duno how to present de ma.. haix... suan le..
then got go walk ard la.. before n when my bro come... den quite fun? ya? shld sae tt.. think he will get into nh le la... river valley oso cannot get in ma.. 250... haha.. mei ban fa..
Tmr going mrs sim' hse... today afternoon at first thought cannot go le.. cuz mrs sim nt feeling well.. she fainted loh!! i totally stunned when i heard tt... omg... in the end we decided to go n visit her.. in the beginning only got me, huixian, kohli and hongda.. den we intend to find more guys to accompany hongda ma.. if nt he solo.. who noe... shaopeng there got 7 guys in total loH~ ming zhi oso going... so total 11 le.. den juz now khaymar juz told me siqi, karin, hweeyi and herself oso going... wah? in the end still many ppl go.. haha.. hopefully mrs sim wun mind... cuz we reallie hope to visit her ma... especially she is sick... hope we can make her happier there instead of annoying her.. haha..
I'm oso going to take photos of SP for him... he wans to see de.. xi wang i can take a nice one to let him see la.. haha... i wun like SP again.. i'm sure.. when toking to him on phone... i dun feel anything special.. juz like me calling chee hung... no special feelings like sweetness or wad... juz very peaceful tt type... i reallie have managed to forget him le... ya?
I promise.. i will nvr two timed any person... true love is only one in a time... tt's y i can manage to forget the previous one...
nVr HuRt Ur LuV oNeS..
hmmmx... juz now when doing nth.. suddenly think that.. we shld nt hurt those who luvs u n u love... but they tend to be more easily hurt de... wah.. y will like tt arh? maybe they intend to get more luv from u... and dun expect u to hurt them ba? maybe tt is y we will cry for our loved ones n not those tt u r not close to lohx.. haha.. can't reallie express wad i wan sae oso la.. sae until abit guai guai..
hmmmx.. today went nanny's hse... think quite a good choice.. at least i wun be alone at home whole day den keep thinking of things.. haha.. brought homework over there.. haha... finished my compre le.. but i still do until so damn slow lohx.. dunno y.. juz no mood to do lohx... haix.. at nanny de hse time passes quickly.. haha.. dunno y will think so..
tmr maybe going swimming.. haha.. another day occupied.. haha.. good good... =P... so tt i wun keep thinking abt him... hmmm... 2 more days? haha... nvm... dun wan to go count down oso...
my fren sae i'm xing fu... ya.. i agree.. i am... because the real xing fu is when u can smile n agree tt u are once xing fu ma.. but... sometimes i will think i'm taking chinese medicine now... very bitter.. waiting for someone to pass me a plum to get rid of the bitterness... haix...
getting abit better...
got abit better today... didn't miss him as much as last 2 days... but still miss him.. mei shi mei ke.. reallie.. since morning till now.. i had to keep myself occupied all the time.. in order nt to miss him so much... i MUST get used to some days without him... can't possibly everyday haf to sms/chat wif him de rite? if reallie lyk tt.. sooner or later will get sick of such days de...
well... time passes rather quickly today... morning helped my youngest bro to pack his books for next yr.. wrote his name on every book.. haha.. by doing all these, 1 hr plus is gone... den after lunch came online n continue to decorate my blog... haha.. wah.. first time decorating blogs lehx.. me so damn very unfamiliar to blogs.. html oso can't understand.. wad a lousy itmc member.. haha.. not didn't teach.. got teach once.. but that "kiat how" teach until no one understands!! only rmb the beginning must put wad.. ending must put wad.. sorry arh.... dun mean to comment on his teaching.. but... aiyo.. SORRY!! =X.. anyway... i'm able to finish this blog... all thanks to kohli, khay mar and peihwa!!
to kohli, khaymar & peihwa: THANKS YOU GALS!! luv u all loaddss... *muack* =X
right now.. i'm struggling... struggling if i wan to tok to him now.... asking him... have he finish thinking?!.... haix..... maybe i will.. maybe i wun ba? wah... now so luan now.. haix.... T_T
b0r|nG dAy...
spent my day doing almost nothing... empty... kong kong de.. haix..
woke up at ard 9.45.. thought of him since i wake up.. thinking.. wad can i do if i dun msg him... ya.. told myself to ma zui myself using studies... tt's the best way... oso wun waste any time oso.. walked out of room... sat on sofa for a long time.. staring blankly at the television... ain't happy.. though nth happen yet today... juz feel empy ba? den watch tv... keep switching channels.. none of the shows caught my fullest attention.. not even liu xing yu... in the afternoon.. decided to go slp awhile.. who noes haven't slp for 1 hr.. my dad was nagging to my bro for nt knowing it has rained... clothes were still hanging outside.. ya.. den my dad started "face black black" loh.. but at least nt to me mostly.. cuz i diam diam..
i'm quite quiet whole day... ya...? nt my usual self... haha... i shld be toking whole day long de ma? y didn't i do that today???!!! haix... how? will i carry on like dat for days?? i dun wan.. haix.... how??????????????
~u r my very first thought in the morning... and my last when night falls..~
dEpReEsSeD / uNhApPiE / eMpTy
i am feeling very sad.. depressed... unhappie.. empty right now... or rather whole day.. think because of him ba? and many other things... so many things happened so suddenly... not a smooth day for me..
i'll have 5 days when i cannot sms him.. cannot tok to him... he need a break... not break up de break la.. cuz we nt together so cannot break oso.. haha... is sometime to let him think of things carefully ba? ya.. i think so... maybe we reallie need sometime to go think of different things ba... everyday like tt oso wun last... maybe sooner or later will get tired de.. got ppl sae... "xiu xi shi wei le zou gen chang yuan de lu"... hmmmx... waiting for wednesday le lohx...
den today went mrs sim's hse.. wah.. meet huixian at 11am at jurong east.. den mrs sim called..! saying she going maid agency to choose a maid... her daughter-in-law-to be suggest de... if not if got any emergency no one at home den very cham.. ya lohx.. agree... her daughter-in-law-to be reallie quite xi xin ya? not bad not bad... but like tt.. we have to go later... meet shaopeng they guys at 12pm.. den we decide to go and do wad we wan first lohx.. so we went slack ard lohx... from JEC to IMM... haha... went to take neoprint oso... wif huixian,kohli and hongda... quite nice lehx.. haha... den after tt when we decide to go mrs sim's hse... called those guys to meet loh! CALLED SO MANY TIMES BUT NO ONE PICKS UP FONE!!! we total gave them 32 missed calls.. haha.. thiha told me de.. haha.. but they finally didnt go.. cuz they went to play bball... at first still think can take photos of SP to let him see de... finally didn't... haha.. but he reallie changed alot.. though become more shuai n more friendly towards me[?]... i'm always thinking of him when wif SP... haix... can't get much happier no matter wad...
haix.... reallie dunno how..... 5 days.... maybe a time for me to tiao zheng my mood ba... intend to pia hw these few days... haha... ma zui myslef using tt sia.. haha..... hope time can pass faster ba...
fIrSt pOstInG
haha.. first time posting for this blog... actuallie last time got attempted to create a blog quite a few times.. but everytime forget my username all these things.. haha... forgetful sia? nvm.. hope this can last lohx..
today is nan hua open hse.. hmmm... not many ppl.. neither less la.. quite ok ok... cuz got ppl come got ppl leave ma... so ok ok lohx.. my bro oso went le.. den he went to play table tennis.. think the coach has asked him for his name.. maybe he will get into table tennis next yr ba? ITMC de booth reallie very slack loh.. no one dares to approach parents.. even if i tok to them they oso gif me 2 words 2 words de replies... so discouraging lohx.. *sobx* i duno how to present de ma.. haix... suan le..
then got go walk ard la.. before n when my bro come... den quite fun? ya? shld sae tt.. think he will get into nh le la... river valley oso cannot get in ma.. 250... haha.. mei ban fa..
Tmr going mrs sim' hse... today afternoon at first thought cannot go le.. cuz mrs sim nt feeling well.. she fainted loh!! i totally stunned when i heard tt... omg... in the end we decided to go n visit her.. in the beginning only got me, huixian, kohli and hongda.. den we intend to find more guys to accompany hongda ma.. if nt he solo.. who noe... shaopeng there got 7 guys in total loH~ ming zhi oso going... so total 11 le.. den juz now khaymar juz told me siqi, karin, hweeyi and herself oso going... wah? in the end still many ppl go.. haha.. hopefully mrs sim wun mind... cuz we reallie hope to visit her ma... especially she is sick... hope we can make her happier there instead of annoying her.. haha..
I'm oso going to take photos of SP for him... he wans to see de.. xi wang i can take a nice one to let him see la.. haha... i wun like SP again.. i'm sure.. when toking to him on phone... i dun feel anything special.. juz like me calling chee hung... no special feelings like sweetness or wad... juz very peaceful tt type... i reallie have managed to forget him le... ya?
I promise.. i will nvr two timed any person... true love is only one in a time... tt's y i can manage to forget the previous one...
