hate myself...
hmmmx... got quite sad these few days? especially ytd... i got damn low mark for my A Maths differentiation test..
so depressed lohx...
so angry wif myself..
y i juz can't get good mark [or juz a pass???] for my a maths test??????~!!!!
i did study!~!!!
but y????
i have always tell myself.. i have to study hard... n i found a motivation
but y? wif a motivation, but i'm nt motivated??
I'm such a failure...
hate myself..
because i always make
him sad?
i dun wan to.. but i'm juz simply sad..
i will rather
he wun get affected by my mood?
at least
he wun get sad so easily?
i dun wan to see
him sad...
tt's y i hate myself
anyway.. ytd sl forgot to bring her SS tb back to study for her SS test on monday.. den she walked till bus stop den realise lohx... haha... den called zq to bring over for us.. =P.. if nt haf to walk back sch nehx... haha.. so good wor? haha...
if u r reading.. haha... must thank me wor... first time praise u wor.. i mean.. praise u openly.. =P
hmmmx... itmc was quite fun oso.. at least make me feel better... first time seeing sec 1 juniors.. haha.. den so unlucky lo.. got called by miss lau to sae out juniors' names... suay... lucky still can rmb... cuz still rmb one called "hazel"? from my bro's class.. haha... they look quite cute la.. dun think will be as rebellious as us last time.. haha... buey song snrs??? hmmmx... haha... hope wun la? haha
CNY shopping --- end-----
wahaha.. just came back from queensway shopping centre[shld be queensway ba? haha.. =P] bought the last few things tt i need for my chinese new yr... yes! finally bought everything.. this yr buy until so shuang.. 2 skirts + 5 tops.. =P... shirlynn mommy going to gif me one more shirt lehx... the one tt i like from Samuel n Kelvin de... she bought le den wan gif me.. omg...~!! luv shirlynn mama lehx.. =P
den juz now went queensway shopping centre bought one pair of shoes... hmmx... adidas de... think the price tt i saw from other shops in the shopping centre or even JP or IMM is at $119 lohx.. but there sell at $95... for the pink one la... but pink one dun haf my size... so disappointed.. in the end bought the red one.. at $83... haha.. cheap wor? at least cheaper than outside? =P
well... today's shopping stops me from thinking too much like last few days... haha... finally... hmmmx.. i shall not think so much le.. make myself miserable.. n oso make others miserable too... juz enjoy wad i am given now ba? haha... n explore more things? =P
thank you.....
wah.. today ran 2.4km run lohx... i have one and a half yr didn't run 2.4 le lehx... ever since sec 2 NAPFA finish jiu didn't run le.. but today suay lo.. stomach nt feeling well.. run until very xin ku.. haha... so walked for abt half the round lohx.. cuz reallie feel very bad... stomach cramp until cant run lohx... think came back wif quite bad de "face colour"[sorry.. direct translation.. =P] haha.. i didn't noe at first lohx.. until got ppl tell me.. haha.. den after running so xin ku lo.. didn't eat during recess.. all the way until chem prac.. do prac den slowly feel abit better lo... haha... den went to collect files... AUNTIE DIDN'T ORDER FOR ME~~!!! she didn't ask me to tell her when i got all the money ma... T_T *sob*.. den haf to wait for another week lohx... tao yan...
went ngee an poly open hse today... went by ourselves lo.. haha.. although sch got provide shuttle bus.. cuz we this morning den decide de... haha.. went there by ngee an their own shuttle bus.. the gal introducing on the coach is so chio loh... haha...so cute.. den quite many ppl...weather oso so hot lo... stomach still abit pain.. in the end no mood... until we met one guy from their dragon boat club.. haha.. all sae he is shuai loh.. haha.. ya la.. is shuai.. but at least i wun go n get crazy over him ya? haha... nt interested.. =P.. den after tt went bukit timah plaze to eat.. wah? my first meal n only meal for today.. =P jian fei sia.. run le still didn't eat alot? omg.. but still fei la.. *sob*... hmmmx...
overall.. dunno is happie day or painful day lo.. pain still happie... haha.. cuz of some reasons... at least i feel happie though physically pain la.. haha :p
tired~~~
more than one week didn't update my blog le... must have missed me... haha.. i mean my blog... cuz recently really very tired lohx... do hw until 9+pm den tired go slp le... if not is my dad wan me to go study... haix.. understand la.. o lvl yr le ma.. T_T
wah.. really very tired this week.. oso dunno y.. maybe got used to waking up at 9+am during the holidays le ba... there is almost NONE of the days i'm energetic in class de lohx... so sleepy... *yawn*
well.. yesterday went for my scoliosis [backbone prob] checkup.. whole day sianx sianx in class lohx.. cuz quite worried abt the checkup... den maybe abit of "abnormal" in class ba... haha... rmb i still slammed my doraemon hard on table when i wan to use my pencil case to hold onto my bk.. =P think xia dao zq le ba.. :P:P.. but me not purposely to be so violent de.. is dunno y naturally slammed my doraemon down de.. =P.. whole day like no mood lohx... but lucky got frenz wif me la.. keep me occupied n oso let me feel better... and nt so anxious..
thanks to all of u..
haha.. lucky the result is ALRIGHT!~ haha.. omg.. i so worried the x ray film come out den out of place again lehx.. haha... heng arh.. n i went to count.. i got 8 "SCREWS" in my backbone lehx... haha.. den my bone almost all grown to join le... still got 2 more parts like tt... haha.. recovering very well... haha.. how i wish de doc can sae i can excuse from pe for longer period lehx.. haha.. but think i wun run more than 2.4km run le ba.. haha.. ask me go shopping for hrs my back dou tired lo... run dunno how.. haix..~
?????
haha.. cant think of a title for this entry... haha... hmmmx.. well... 4th day of school le... quite alright till now.. but actually can sense that teachers are more stressful towards us this yr lehx... first week already homework going to pile up le.. must try my v bez to finish the hw given on each day.. must bing chi "jin ri shi, jin ri bi" de yuan ce le... haha.. omg... chinese... (-_-|||)... but provided i can finish la... haha.. cannot slack le...
hmmmx.. told myself... cannot be like last 3 yrs le.. keep slacking... cannot slack.. cannot copy work... haha.. do myself... pay attention in clz... haha... but dunno if i can do dao or nt..=P.. cham la... dunno how to kick away these "bad habits" of me... T_T
haix... but though feel stressed... but still happie at times.. or rather everyday... cuz there r ppl ard me to accompany me...
thanks to all frenz ard me, especially some of u...
woAhHH...
haha.. 2nd day of school.. quite happIe... haha... everything like went back to the feeling like last yr le...
morning went juz gt into the classroom... everyone ard thinking of ways how to sit lohx.. =P... sorry to all those bei lian lei de... we too da pai liao.. =P.. sorrie sorrie... but somehow after chinese lesson jiu settle le ba... haha...
den after recess got geog lesson arh... den miss ang dunno y sae shld let gals sit wif guys... dunno who mentioned me n
him?? den said "ideal couple"... wah laox... think i blushed lohx.. huimin told me i blushed when miss ang teased me..... omg.. xia suay..
mr pandian's lesson... our class's atmosphere became tensed up lohx.. as compared to other teacher's class.. haha.. maybe everyone noes how mr pandian teach de ba... strict de.. den everyone will gia gia.. haha... today still quite ok lohx... maybe cuz haven't start proper lesson ba... haha...
den mrs siew so cute lohx... her coldness make her cute de.. haha.. she will tok tok tok den suddenly look at one person n tok de lohx... so gao xiao... the first who got her "staring" was babboon... haha... funny... she seem to like to tok to babboon lehx... haha! she oso said alot of chinese new yr greetings n look at me.. haha... make me man tou wu shui lohx... haha..
overall today was fun la.. compared to ytd... haha... but this yr... can't be always fun le lohx... must ding xia lai.. prepare for exam le...!~~
f|rSt dAy Of ScHoOoooLLLL
wah.. finally went back to sch after 2 mths of break... this oso indicates we have to PIA~~~ for our studies le lohx... well.. today oso first day of sec sch life for my younger bro... haha.. he so en2 loh.. wake up so early... haha... den reach sch den noe he is in class 1/7... woahH!!! "7" oso nehx... hmmmx.. shld get into 1/5 ma.. haha...
well.. in class.. took quite a long time settling things lohx... class committee... hmmmx.. chairman change to xueyuan[wow!].. vice chairman is jialiang[wah? treasurer promoted lehx..!] haha... den oso took a long time settling sitting arrangement... hmmmx.. sitting wif liyi... sorry lehx xinyi.. abit neglect dao u...
first day of school.. i already worried of many different things le lohx... haix... hmmmx.. will worry cuz i care abt it ma... if i dun care i wun go n think abt it le ma... haha.. correct? hmmmmx... tmr maybe got some changes... depends on someone.. cuz i wun dare to sae out...
pardon me for my hum ji haha!
sick for 2nd day le.. ytd flu + headache... today flu + cough.. wah?? dying le.. long time didn't sick so many times within half a yr lehx... hmmmmx... hope will get better soon ba? =P
yay... finally changed my layout... haha... took one whole hr... haha... tried to figure out the html codes... haha... eyes blur liao.. :P
wah... first day of yr 2005... we are going to take our o levels this yr le!!! is it good or bad? haha... dunno lehx? aiya.. dun wan think abt it first...
today went out shopping almost whole day... from 11am till 5+ pm.. wah.. tired lohx.. but i only bought one white skirt.. hmmx.. quite like it.. wore it to let my mom see the moment i come back home lohx.. haha... my mom sae i can go out work liao... haha.. think look mature ba... haha... =P.. tired lehx... sianx... dun wan type too much le.. haha... going sch in few days time... happy or sad? dunno?? haha..
wah? 2004 is going to be over in another hr plus time... haha... so fast lohx... this yr... hmmmx.. quite a fun n meaningful yr.. cuz got to noe so many new friends... 3/7 and some others from other classes... may nt be close la.. but since know each other i regard everyone as frenz le.. haha..
hmmmx... reallie like this year.. maybe cuz i like this yr, time seem to pass very quickly... still can rmb the first few mths in 3/7'o4 lohx.. haha... or rather.. times in nh pass quite quickly.. still can rmb sec 1 de beginning i dao-ed amerlyn... haha.. amerlyn keep nagging at me abt this thing lohx... haha... thinking back... quite happie to have known all the frenz tt i haf now lehx... luv all... haha...[frenship luv k???? =P]
ok enuff of looking back le la...
today went jp wif my family.. den pulled mommy to 77th street to look at one shirt that i saw ytd wif shirlynn lohx... hmmmx... didn't buy in the end... cuz can't find the pink+white de liao... only left wif the brown one.. though oso nice.. but didn't buy.. cuz my mom sae material like nt v gd.. actuallie hai hao la.. haha.. next time den go see if got the pink one again nt.. nan de i will buy tt type lehx... haha... a shirt wif one more layer to tie ard neck de... nvr dare to wear tt time last time... now seem quite ok to me la.. if nt everytime buy de all look same... haha... den went "crystal jade" to eat again.. haha... so full lohx.. though i didn't finish everything... haha..
thinking i maybe wun finish all hols hw lehx.. magazine reviews.. i can only do 1.. cuz cant find any others tt i would like to write abt again lehx... sianx... but haf to finish chem workbook de.. haha... sianx... hmmmx... 1hr n 15 mins more to new yr... haha...
HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hate myself...
hmmmx... got quite sad these few days? especially ytd... i got damn low mark for my A Maths differentiation test..
so depressed lohx...
so angry wif myself..
y i juz can't get good mark [or juz a pass???] for my a maths test??????~!!!!
i did study!~!!!
but y????
i have always tell myself.. i have to study hard... n i found a motivation
but y? wif a motivation, but i'm nt motivated??
I'm such a failure...
hate myself..
because i always make
him sad?
i dun wan to.. but i'm juz simply sad..
i will rather
he wun get affected by my mood?
at least
he wun get sad so easily?
i dun wan to see
him sad...
tt's y i hate myself
anyway.. ytd sl forgot to bring her SS tb back to study for her SS test on monday.. den she walked till bus stop den realise lohx... haha... den called zq to bring over for us.. =P.. if nt haf to walk back sch nehx... haha.. so good wor? haha...
if u r reading.. haha... must thank me wor... first time praise u wor.. i mean.. praise u openly.. =P
hmmmx... itmc was quite fun oso.. at least make me feel better... first time seeing sec 1 juniors.. haha.. den so unlucky lo.. got called by miss lau to sae out juniors' names... suay... lucky still can rmb... cuz still rmb one called "hazel"? from my bro's class.. haha... they look quite cute la.. dun think will be as rebellious as us last time.. haha... buey song snrs??? hmmmx... haha... hope wun la? haha
CNY shopping --- end-----
wahaha.. just came back from queensway shopping centre[shld be queensway ba? haha.. =P] bought the last few things tt i need for my chinese new yr... yes! finally bought everything.. this yr buy until so shuang.. 2 skirts + 5 tops.. =P... shirlynn mommy going to gif me one more shirt lehx... the one tt i like from Samuel n Kelvin de... she bought le den wan gif me.. omg...~!! luv shirlynn mama lehx.. =P
den juz now went queensway shopping centre bought one pair of shoes... hmmx... adidas de... think the price tt i saw from other shops in the shopping centre or even JP or IMM is at $119 lohx.. but there sell at $95... for the pink one la... but pink one dun haf my size... so disappointed.. in the end bought the red one.. at $83... haha.. cheap wor? at least cheaper than outside? =P
well... today's shopping stops me from thinking too much like last few days... haha... finally... hmmmx.. i shall not think so much le.. make myself miserable.. n oso make others miserable too... juz enjoy wad i am given now ba? haha... n explore more things? =P
thank you.....
wah.. today ran 2.4km run lohx... i have one and a half yr didn't run 2.4 le lehx... ever since sec 2 NAPFA finish jiu didn't run le.. but today suay lo.. stomach nt feeling well.. run until very xin ku.. haha... so walked for abt half the round lohx.. cuz reallie feel very bad... stomach cramp until cant run lohx... think came back wif quite bad de "face colour"[sorry.. direct translation.. =P] haha.. i didn't noe at first lohx.. until got ppl tell me.. haha.. den after running so xin ku lo.. didn't eat during recess.. all the way until chem prac.. do prac den slowly feel abit better lo... haha... den went to collect files... AUNTIE DIDN'T ORDER FOR ME~~!!! she didn't ask me to tell her when i got all the money ma... T_T *sob*.. den haf to wait for another week lohx... tao yan...
went ngee an poly open hse today... went by ourselves lo.. haha.. although sch got provide shuttle bus.. cuz we this morning den decide de... haha.. went there by ngee an their own shuttle bus.. the gal introducing on the coach is so chio loh... haha...so cute.. den quite many ppl...weather oso so hot lo... stomach still abit pain.. in the end no mood... until we met one guy from their dragon boat club.. haha.. all sae he is shuai loh.. haha.. ya la.. is shuai.. but at least i wun go n get crazy over him ya? haha... nt interested.. =P.. den after tt went bukit timah plaze to eat.. wah? my first meal n only meal for today.. =P jian fei sia.. run le still didn't eat alot? omg.. but still fei la.. *sob*... hmmmx...
overall.. dunno is happie day or painful day lo.. pain still happie... haha.. cuz of some reasons... at least i feel happie though physically pain la.. haha :p
tired~~~
more than one week didn't update my blog le... must have missed me... haha.. i mean my blog... cuz recently really very tired lohx... do hw until 9+pm den tired go slp le... if not is my dad wan me to go study... haix.. understand la.. o lvl yr le ma.. T_T
wah.. really very tired this week.. oso dunno y.. maybe got used to waking up at 9+am during the holidays le ba... there is almost NONE of the days i'm energetic in class de lohx... so sleepy... *yawn*
well.. yesterday went for my scoliosis [backbone prob] checkup.. whole day sianx sianx in class lohx.. cuz quite worried abt the checkup... den maybe abit of "abnormal" in class ba... haha... rmb i still slammed my doraemon hard on table when i wan to use my pencil case to hold onto my bk.. =P think xia dao zq le ba.. :P:P.. but me not purposely to be so violent de.. is dunno y naturally slammed my doraemon down de.. =P.. whole day like no mood lohx... but lucky got frenz wif me la.. keep me occupied n oso let me feel better... and nt so anxious..
thanks to all of u..
haha.. lucky the result is ALRIGHT!~ haha.. omg.. i so worried the x ray film come out den out of place again lehx.. haha... heng arh.. n i went to count.. i got 8 "SCREWS" in my backbone lehx... haha.. den my bone almost all grown to join le... still got 2 more parts like tt... haha.. recovering very well... haha.. how i wish de doc can sae i can excuse from pe for longer period lehx.. haha.. but think i wun run more than 2.4km run le ba.. haha.. ask me go shopping for hrs my back dou tired lo... run dunno how.. haix..~
?????
haha.. cant think of a title for this entry... haha... hmmmx.. well... 4th day of school le... quite alright till now.. but actually can sense that teachers are more stressful towards us this yr lehx... first week already homework going to pile up le.. must try my v bez to finish the hw given on each day.. must bing chi "jin ri shi, jin ri bi" de yuan ce le... haha.. omg... chinese... (-_-|||)... but provided i can finish la... haha.. cannot slack le...
hmmmx.. told myself... cannot be like last 3 yrs le.. keep slacking... cannot slack.. cannot copy work... haha.. do myself... pay attention in clz... haha... but dunno if i can do dao or nt..=P.. cham la... dunno how to kick away these "bad habits" of me... T_T
haix... but though feel stressed... but still happie at times.. or rather everyday... cuz there r ppl ard me to accompany me...
thanks to all frenz ard me, especially some of u...
woAhHH...
haha.. 2nd day of school.. quite happIe... haha... everything like went back to the feeling like last yr le...
morning went juz gt into the classroom... everyone ard thinking of ways how to sit lohx.. =P... sorry to all those bei lian lei de... we too da pai liao.. =P.. sorrie sorrie... but somehow after chinese lesson jiu settle le ba... haha...
den after recess got geog lesson arh... den miss ang dunno y sae shld let gals sit wif guys... dunno who mentioned me n
him?? den said "ideal couple"... wah laox... think i blushed lohx.. huimin told me i blushed when miss ang teased me..... omg.. xia suay..
mr pandian's lesson... our class's atmosphere became tensed up lohx.. as compared to other teacher's class.. haha.. maybe everyone noes how mr pandian teach de ba... strict de.. den everyone will gia gia.. haha... today still quite ok lohx... maybe cuz haven't start proper lesson ba... haha...
den mrs siew so cute lohx... her coldness make her cute de.. haha.. she will tok tok tok den suddenly look at one person n tok de lohx... so gao xiao... the first who got her "staring" was babboon... haha... funny... she seem to like to tok to babboon lehx... haha! she oso said alot of chinese new yr greetings n look at me.. haha... make me man tou wu shui lohx... haha..
overall today was fun la.. compared to ytd... haha... but this yr... can't be always fun le lohx... must ding xia lai.. prepare for exam le...!~~
f|rSt dAy Of ScHoOoooLLLL
wah.. finally went back to sch after 2 mths of break... this oso indicates we have to PIA~~~ for our studies le lohx... well.. today oso first day of sec sch life for my younger bro... haha.. he so en2 loh.. wake up so early... haha... den reach sch den noe he is in class 1/7... woahH!!! "7" oso nehx... hmmmx.. shld get into 1/5 ma.. haha...
well.. in class.. took quite a long time settling things lohx... class committee... hmmmx.. chairman change to xueyuan[wow!].. vice chairman is jialiang[wah? treasurer promoted lehx..!] haha... den oso took a long time settling sitting arrangement... hmmmx.. sitting wif liyi... sorry lehx xinyi.. abit neglect dao u...
first day of school.. i already worried of many different things le lohx... haix... hmmmx.. will worry cuz i care abt it ma... if i dun care i wun go n think abt it le ma... haha.. correct? hmmmmx... tmr maybe got some changes... depends on someone.. cuz i wun dare to sae out...
pardon me for my hum ji haha!
sick for 2nd day le.. ytd flu + headache... today flu + cough.. wah?? dying le.. long time didn't sick so many times within half a yr lehx... hmmmmx... hope will get better soon ba? =P
yay... finally changed my layout... haha... took one whole hr... haha... tried to figure out the html codes... haha... eyes blur liao.. :P
wah... first day of yr 2005... we are going to take our o levels this yr le!!! is it good or bad? haha... dunno lehx? aiya.. dun wan think abt it first...
today went out shopping almost whole day... from 11am till 5+ pm.. wah.. tired lohx.. but i only bought one white skirt.. hmmx.. quite like it.. wore it to let my mom see the moment i come back home lohx.. haha... my mom sae i can go out work liao... haha.. think look mature ba... haha... =P.. tired lehx... sianx... dun wan type too much le.. haha... going sch in few days time... happy or sad? dunno?? haha..
wah? 2004 is going to be over in another hr plus time... haha... so fast lohx... this yr... hmmmx.. quite a fun n meaningful yr.. cuz got to noe so many new friends... 3/7 and some others from other classes... may nt be close la.. but since know each other i regard everyone as frenz le.. haha..
hmmmx... reallie like this year.. maybe cuz i like this yr, time seem to pass very quickly... still can rmb the first few mths in 3/7'o4 lohx.. haha... or rather.. times in nh pass quite quickly.. still can rmb sec 1 de beginning i dao-ed amerlyn... haha.. amerlyn keep nagging at me abt this thing lohx... haha... thinking back... quite happie to have known all the frenz tt i haf now lehx... luv all... haha...[frenship luv k???? =P]
ok enuff of looking back le la...
today went jp wif my family.. den pulled mommy to 77th street to look at one shirt that i saw ytd wif shirlynn lohx... hmmmx... didn't buy in the end... cuz can't find the pink+white de liao... only left wif the brown one.. though oso nice.. but didn't buy.. cuz my mom sae material like nt v gd.. actuallie hai hao la.. haha.. next time den go see if got the pink one again nt.. nan de i will buy tt type lehx... haha... a shirt wif one more layer to tie ard neck de... nvr dare to wear tt time last time... now seem quite ok to me la.. if nt everytime buy de all look same... haha... den went "crystal jade" to eat again.. haha... so full lohx.. though i didn't finish everything... haha..
thinking i maybe wun finish all hols hw lehx.. magazine reviews.. i can only do 1.. cuz cant find any others tt i would like to write abt again lehx... sianx... but haf to finish chem workbook de.. haha... sianx... hmmmx... 1hr n 15 mins more to new yr... haha...
HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
