Happiness held in the seeds; happiness shared is the flower

controlled relationship

Tuesday, August 30, 2005 @ 10:49 am

`29th august 2005`

wad can i do rite now?
i'm left wif wad choices?
am i suppose to let him go?
i want to change our relationship for de better
but i cant do?
i wanna spend more time wif him..
but i cant do?
wad will frenz say?

i'm tired over all these things..
can someone juz gif me a way out?
dear frenz.. can u all let me haf more time wif him?
dear u.. can u let me feel more treasured?
dear me.. can u stop being so miserable?
dear dear dear...
who can answer to all my requests????

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my birthday

Monday, August 15, 2005 @ 11:07 am

`14 august 2005`

today.. 14 august..
is my birthday
this yr's 14th august..
i ain't happy..
need to mug for common test...
hate it lohx...
every yr..
without fail
it falls on my bday..
this yr how i wish it doesnt..
at least...
i can let go abit for today arh
but i can't...
neither can someone spend the day wif me..
nt even on msn or thru sms..
how i wish someone will haf abit more time for me..
at least for today ba..
but oso..
mei ban fa..
studies come first..
study ba..
happy mugging to all nanhuarians...

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feeling down

Wednesday, August 10, 2005 @ 12:08 pm

`10th august 2005`

hmmmm.. feeling rather down recently..
i oso nt sure y la..
but jiu thinking got xin shi..
but i oso dunno wad is tt xin shi..
maybe jiu no one wif me to tan xin ba..
everyday dou sian dao cannot..
hen xiang find someone to tok to me..
at least keep me occupied
n nt so bored...

tmr going back school le.. hope will be better ba..
tmr got amaths test..
haven't study lohx..
wanna die le me..
need go study le..
sayonara..

[wondering will someone read this..]

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sian day

@ 11:37 am

`09 august 2005`

today is Singapore's Birthday!!
but a rather sian day for me..
today was slping quite soundly lehx..
den got waken up by my dad n youngest bro..
argh!!!
i'm still sleepy loh..
den wake up le..
eat le breakfast
nth to do!
my comp n 2 tvs all got occupied le
only i've got nth to do..
can only go study loh...

den went grandmother's hse for lunch..
oso sian!!
cuz my cousins all guys arh..
nth much to tok abt..
den i damn xia suay..
tripped onto myself went standing up from sofa loh..!!

n gotten another disappointment..
haix..
but nvm la..

today got abit sore throat..
maybe cuz ytd went k box wif frenz ba..
haha..
but nvm la..
enjoyed tt time..
shall end off here.. bye~

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a bit disappointed

Monday, August 08, 2005 @ 11:56 am

`07 august 2005`

one more week to my birthday!
but these few days nt tt happy lehx..
someone's sick..
worried to death le..
how i wish de one who's sick is me..
haha.. transfer transfer.. =P

oso cuz of this..
wun be celebrating my bday le ba?
a bit disappointed..
haix..
but nvm la..
birthday every oso haf..
next yr still got chance..
right?
furthermore
birthday n health..
of cuz health more impt ma..

haha..
this yr's birthday
study study n study..
wad a nice birthday i have..
having books as birthday cake..
pens as candles..
woah..~
nvm.. xi guan xi guan =P

hope someone get well soon.. *pray hard*

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national day poem?

Sunday, August 07, 2005 @ 5:59 am

`06th August 2005`

haha.. juz completed de national day poem
ye lao shi ytd ask
den no one responded..
so i say i try loh
sian.. haha
abit lame loh..

您……是我们的……

您，是我们的灯塔
我们是在航行的船家
您给我们带来希望
让我们安全地回家
让我们知道家在何方

您，是我们的妈妈
是一个伟大的妈妈
您用着瘦小的身躯
把三百万个孩子的心
不分你我地联系在一起

您，是我们的家园
只要有您
我们就会觉得安全
您，是我们的避风港
无论到哪儿
都不怕风吹和雨打

您，是我们的灯塔
您，是我们的妈妈
您，是我们的家
您，是我们的避风港

但最重要的
您是我们的祖国　――
新加坡……

someone read this poem
den gif me some comments? haha..
quite lame i noe :P

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no time for me

Saturday, August 06, 2005 @ 1:20 pm

`05th August 2005`

today went seoul garden
wif amerlyn, jiaqi, meiyu n claudia
as an early celebration for both me n amerlyn's birthday
so sad shirlynn cannot come loh
she has to stay for video editing..
haix.. if nt all 6 of us can go eat tgt lehx..
haha.. 5 of us ate alot loh..
scary de..
eat lots of chicken, beef(but i can't eat tt), squid, hotdog(mostly by amer?) n egg?
den tok tok tok..
i left at 5.30pm first..
very full loh.. haha
my only meal for today

these few days' mood..
sux like hell ba?
cuz of many many many things
but hope everything will be back to normal
best is after tonite, after i wake up from tonite's slp

24 hrs everyday is actually not enuff for everyone
de more ppl ard u..
de less enuff it is for u
n de lesser time one has for u oso..
but sometimes..
sheng bu you ji..
wad can we do?
must understand ba..
if nt nt only we'll be unhappy..
many other ppl will be unhappy too...
so..
understanding is more impt than any other thing ba?

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controlled relationship

Tuesday, August 30, 2005 @ 10:49 am