wah.. finally i've the mood to update my blog le.. 3 days didn't update le... well... from 24th to 26th i was at downtown east chalet..
24/12
well.. reach the chalet only at 3+pm ... cuz dad still haf to work halfday on the that day.. haha.. den oso went to fetch my 2 cousins to there at the same time.. den we went swimming at 5 like tt.. got me, my 2 bros n one of my cousin.. ya? all guys!?~ except me.. haha.. but nvm la.. den haf to take care of my youngest bro in the pool cuz he is too SHORT for 1.2 metres de pool.. omg.. he's so strong lohx.. can't reallie grab him well.. especially if he wans to jump into the water.. keep grabbing my swimsuit.. qi si.. den keep kicking me [when i ask me to kick de WATER!!!] den after tt went changi village for dinner... for the night... only me n my bro n my 2 cousins stayed in e chalet, my parents dun wan to... once again... i'm the only GAL! and after all.. i spent almost de whole day wif all guys~!!! we played cards until 12+am den go slp lohx.. den we all chao until 1 like tt den guai guai go slp.. haha...
25/12 n 26/12
this day woke up at 7.15... haha.. i woke up first de... cuz excited abt this day! haha... frenz coming over lehx..! got shirlynn amerlyn jiaqi meiyu claudia n
him.. haha... excited lox..
realised i wake up too early le.. n oso wake my bro n cousins up for nth.. haha... den all slack until 9+ b4 they come lohx.. haha.. den we went escape tgt... haha..! played the first game wif him.. think is flipper? haha... forgot name.. :p.. but still got other games la.. though sit wif shirlynn.. he oso somehow beside me.. :p... wah laox.. den at ard 11+ we gals n guys went to play different things.. den when we wanna go out for lunch.. WE CAN'T FIND THEM LOH?! actuallie can dunnid find them de... but locker de key is wif himm.. n oso my hp!! haha.. call them oso no response.. den me n amerlyn walked ard to find them cuz we dun wan to play the roller coaster[once again.. forgot name.. =P]... but we can't find lohx.. so we 2 went back there to wait for the other gals... we sat there n waited n waited.. den i walk ard again alone to look for them again... can't find.. so i walk back to find amerlyn loh... n I SAW THEM WALKING HAPPILY OUT FROM THERE!~!~!.. wah.. stupid me lohx.. walk so many rounds... yuan lai we r juz outside?!... haha..
den after lunch we gals n guys played our own things.. we went back escape while guys went arcade.. the sun was scorching[spelt like tt?] hot lohx.. until we all buey tahan den go back room.. haha... when we got there.. those guys wan to swimming.. but me n sl reallie too tired to swim le la.. haha... but we got go swimming pool to look for them... haha..
my youngest bro get along very well wif him lohx... haha.. he is so patient wif my bro... haha..[unlike me =P]... haha.. den after the bbq session.. we went back escape.. haha... this time brought along my youngest bro.. haha.. omg.. he is reallie patient wif my bro... haha... all my frenz sae i've found the right person... haha.. so teng children de.. aiyox... make me so bu hao yi si lohx.. haha...
den we gals n my bro n him stayed overnight... wah laox.. i soooo tired lohx... den wanna slp le.. but that amerlyn keep wanting me to stay up watch "the cool guy".. until i reallie buey tahan.. when i wan to slp.. my bro occupied one whole bed lohx..! hai me almost no space to slp... lucky managed to let him back to the centre.. haha... den i slept at 2+am.. but wake up at 5+am.. or maybe 5am la.. forget le.. haha.. we gals so funny lohx.. one wake up den some slp.. in the end left wif me n shirlynn awake.. shirlynn didn't slp whole nite lohx.. until 7+ when almost all wake up le den she go back slp.. haha.. but we didnt' go anywhere lohx.. all tired till siaox... amerlyn meiyu ck still go back slp after waking up lohx.. haha.. den all slack until 10 like tt den check out lohx.. all like xing shi zou rou de go home.... haha
well.. think tt's all... :p... nice christmas right? spent wif frenz.. so shuang... hhahaha...
yay.. tmr christmas eve... tmr n the day after tmr will be VERY VERY fun... ~ yay.. going chalet nehx...!! haha... looking forward to christmas that day.. haha... cuz we agar agar plan hao le...
morning go escape wif piggies[jiaqi, amerlyn, meiyu, ck], my bro... n maybe one more ba? haha... den after tt play until evening like tt meet shirlynn khoo[dua pai.. haha.. no la.. cuz she can't go escape].. den go BBQ~~~~~~~!!! yay.. so long didn't bbq as a family.. this time oso got all my frenz wif us... hmmmx... let me see who's going... my family... my piggies... my aunt.. my nanny... and?? haha... maybe tt all... 10+ going 20 le lehx... haha.. so happy nehx... haha... den staying overnight wif all the piggies... yay.. nvr spend whole nite wif them b4 lehx.. so happy!!! haha... den sunday morning maybe going swimming wif shirlynn... haha.. cuz other piggies like dun wan nehx... haha...
anyway.. today when i wanted to marinate the chicken... i cut my finger wif one BIG knife lehx... omg.. xia si wo.. lucky nt when i marinate chicken wings lohx... if nt u guys will be eating chicken wings marinated wif my blood...! haha.. omg... yucks... dun sae le.. if nt 57 chicken wings no one eating den cham lohx.. haha...
hmmmx... this will be the last post of this week ba... haha... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
hmmmx... quite a boring day today... actuallie shldn't be like tt de lohx... actuallie wan go for 3o7 de class gathering at seoul garden? den last nite my dad last min sae i cannot go... *sob*.... haix... so sad...
den went nanny de hse in the afternoon.. reallie dunno wad did i do the afternoon lehx... did holidays hw lohx... but oso did very slowly lohx.. dunno y? one qn dunno nid how long to do lohx.. den at nite when dad n mom came to fetch us.. thought my dad will nag me for my seoul garden trip[which i didn't go]... lucky didn't lehx... heng sia.. haha.. quite good mood.. :p... haha..
daddy n mummy bought chicken wings n hotdogs for bbq le lehx...~ haha.. so long didn't haf a bbq ourselves le.. den most likely on 25th nite will spend wif the whole piggy family wor!!! haha.. so excited!!! hahaha... looking forward to it lehx...
hmmmx... finally a proper entry ever since i came back from hongkong.. haha... den.. these 2 days quite happy ba... haha... cuz everything was solved.. [erm... izzit solved?] shld sae... "crisis is over" ba... haha... reallie thinking...
u controlled my mood lehx...
u can make me happy n sad to an extreme... reallie reallie extreme...
n... sorry i've made
u sad... sorry for me being selfish/bad/stupid/foolish/self centred... and i promise.. i will treat
u better... i wan to bu chang
u for wadever harm i've done to
u... but
u dun go n think i wan hui is juz cuz i wan to bu chang
u hor.. is reallie cuz i XXXX
u... ok?
maybe those few days in hongkong allow us to haf some time to think abt things carefully ba... absence makes heart grow fonder? haha...
to everyone who read my blog n was concerned: thanks for concerning.. and i'm alright now... luv u all[for gurls only k?]... haha...
to u: haha.. actuallie wad i wan to tell u r above la.. somehow sae to u b4 le hor? haha... hope we didn't do wrong decision again... haha..
haha.. back from hongkong.. =P.. not bad la... although quite tiring... cuz keep walking around... shopping and sightseeing... omg.. tired... haha... hmmmx... late le... further details shall be updated in some days time.. :p
wanna cry... so tong ku... but.. expected la... sure will de ma... today went ICA to change photos of my bros n my passports... cuz the actual one reallie too xiao hai zi le.. so must change...
how i wish my heart for
u can change so easily like the photos in the passport.. stick another one le den the custom wun care abt the previous one... but.. obviously i cant... if i can.. i wun feel so bad now.. whole morning till now.. luffing n smiling wif a broken heart... wad feeling is tt??? so painful.. but i oso can't show out... at first thinking... today maybe dun wan to sms
u.. or maybe nt so early la.. so didn't know
u smsed.. saw ur name on phone.. i immediately felt sad.. even before reading wad u have sms-ed over...
i'm sorry... reallie reallie sorry... i've dui bu qi u... n oso... dui bu qi myself... though i've sweared.. i will nvr break ur heart.. but i still broke ur heart.. n the most stupid thing is... i didn't noe i break ur heart... after so many many many things... we still ended up like this... we haf started.. started unofficially.. cuz we didn't nt sae out.. but we haf reallie liked each other alot.. at least me to u... is alot.. much more than SP.. i oso dunno if u can sense it.. maybe u cant.. but to me i noe.. i reallie like u alot alot alot..
haiyo... sae all these oso no use le... wad's over is over... we started without anyone knowing... n now... we ended without any obvious de reason? or maybe there is... only i didn't think of it... or i dun wish to think at all... haix... coming 5 days in hong kong.. i will try to adjust my feelings.. that maybe the longest 5 days i have this yr le ba...
to u: thanks for all those memories u have given me.. i'll nvr nvr forget.. n... sorry for me hurting u.. i've made u tong ku this period of time ba? sorry.. u can always find a better gal outside.. so.. hope u can find a better one soon...
will i regret one day?
did sth... maybe i will regret one day.. but.. dun regret oso cannot le ba... feeling so painful now.. the feeling that i had more than one week ago is back.. back.. n much more painful...
to u: i dunno if u r reading my blog.. if u r reading.. i dun expect u to turn back oso.. juz expressing things tt i haf been trying to control whole day
expected this day to come.. ever since the talk.. haf a feeling maybe u r trying to hurt me less.. tt's y u did nt insist on ur initial decision.. after that talk... i've been trying hard to maintain wad we r now.. cuz i reallie dun wish to take any step backwards le.. however.. soon later.. i haf a feeling i'm only yi xiang qing yuan.. it's so painful for me at times.. trying to maintain an unstable relationship.. last time i can still forget the pain easily.. cuz u will treat me reallie nice n sweet most of the time... but now.. i had got lesser sweet talks from u.. whole day i haf to think of a topic to tok to u.. cuz i noe.. if i dun tok to u.. u oso wun bother to tok to me.. everything eventuallie seemed to be only i'm stupidly trying to control it from falling... until when u suddenly sae.. i dun seemed like i want to wan hui our relationship le.. if i dun wish.. i will juz give up at that time..
maybe i haf done sth wrong from the beginning... i shldn't have wanted to wan hui tt time.. maybe i wun get sooo hurt this time... this time is much more hurting than tt time.. hurt until i feel like i'm having difficulty in breathing.. in front of ppl... i act as normal.. once i'm alone.. nt toking.. nt doing anything... everything comes back to me again... listening to Jolin's "dao dai".. maybe reallie ai hui bu lai le ba..
though i've made that decision.. wad had change is juz our relationship... nt my heart.. juz hope u can be happier like this..
t.i.r.e.d.
felt cold whole day lohx.. hands n legs r so cold... n... thinking alot whole day..
can sth be proved by juz saying out? how important is one person to another.. is proven by how the person feels or the other person thinks he/she has given? when a person tell u he/she cares abt u... u r impt to him/her... will u be convinced already? u will sure still haf the thinking he/she doesn't care abt u... or u r nt impt to him/her de ma..
juz read shirlynn's blog lohx... she sae i'll noe wad is true love.. n how to maintain a relationship... do i reallie noe how to? i oso dunno lehx... maybe i'm the number 1 failure in such things.. dunno yet ma...?
felt cold whole day lohx.. den daddy still brought us to harbourfront... there de air condition is SUPER cold loh... freeze there... nt feeling v well cuz of tt lohx.. T_T
feel sick.. nt good mood oso... thinking of many many things... haix.. i dunno la..
fLu..?
omg.. i today soooo tired lohx...
last night went for a wedding dinner... the wedding of my grandaunt's son... in Marriott Hotel.. haha.. there reallie cold lohx.. omg.. shivered the minute i stepped into the hotel.. haha.. out of the whole feast... think i only like the soup lohx.. ahha.. double boiled de..so nice lohx... no shark fins.. no abalone.. HMPH!... hahaha.. den reach home at 11.30 pm lohx.. so damn tired.. den slp at 12+.. cuz couldn't get to slp...
today woke up at 8am... panda eyes lehx.... haha... but cannot slp le.. meeting shirlynn n peiwen at 9.30 to go clementi swimming complex to swim.. haha... den when we reach there.. saw xiao jie lohx.. haha... so surprised.. everytime thought there shld be those no one wan go de.. haha.. first time see pw in swim suit lehx.. there is only one word to describe her skin colour... WHITE.. n reallie.. WHITE... haha.. den we taught peiwen how to swim lehx... haha... agar agar noe basic le.. haha... we nt bad wor.. haha... we oso met 3/8 de huihui n frenz there... den me n shirlynn oso keep swimming ard... haha.. horizontally de... but dunno how many times lo.. quite many times la.. haha.. den lent pw my googles most of the time... haha.. cuz i can open eyes in water ma.. so lent her lohx.. now eyes so tired.. hmmmx.. haha.. think eyes red diao after the 4HRS swim.. haha..
in between got take a break la.. went toilet.. haha... den saw xiao jie wif adelene n 2 more gals.. didnt' see carefully... haha.. so dunno who.. den after awhile went back n swim until 2.30... haha.. reallie v v v tired n hungry after tt lohx.. haha.. we dragged our feet to "kopitiam" in clementi.. haha.. like xing[2] shi[1] zou[3] rou[4 like tt.. haha...
wah.. went nanny hse... still played one game of badminton wif bro lohx... haha.. qi guai.. today tired still so energetic.. haha.. den went got back to her hse... reallie lie on sofa.. cant move lohx.. haha..
but overall.. though tired.. but quite fun... haha... can JIAN FEI... haha.. though still reallie v fei.. haha...
1sT sW|m iN e Ra|n
haha.. today went swimming at clementi swimming complex.. =P.. haha.. today bad weather we still insisted in swimming lohx.. haha...
woke up at 8am lohx.. so damn sleepy.. but haf to go back school first.. oso dunno wad tt mrs lim ai tee wans lohx... wan us to take photo... go back for that thing oso shuang... den she at first wan us to edit the video clip again de lehx.. but we reallie lazy to edit or rather.. nth to edit liao lohx.. den we sth like chuan[4] tong[1] wif mr chiu.. haha.. sae we edit le... haha.. =P.. den we left soon after we've taken the photo.. haha...
den went clementi swimming complex.. it's raining lohx... but nt v heavy tt type.. haha.. the swimming pool de entrance so difficult to find from the overhead bridge there lohx.. haha.. walk here walk there can't find entrance.. haha.. den when we start to swim.. the rain got heavier lohx.. but we continued to swim.. haha.. cuz we wan wait till the lifeguard chase us out den go out.. haha.. nvr try b4 lehx... swam for 2 or 3 laps ba.. haha.. den after half a lap will stop n tok lohx.. haha.. time passes v quickly like tt lehx.. haha..
den went their toilet.. omg lohx.. it's so damn quiet n ulu loh.. a bit kong bu.. haha... den the door is nt full length de.. sth like can see ur legs de lohx.. haha... abit bu zi zai when bathing.. den abit eerie.. haha...
den went for lunch at clementi.. den went JP walk walk... looking for some presents.. haha.. den went shirlynn's hse slack.. haha.. help her do her tagboard lohx.. haha... i so good hor? haha.. =P bhb...
wah.. rather tired lehx.. haha.. bit of headache n flu.. haha... but quite ok la.. haha.. everytime like tt de.. tmr jiu hao le.. haha
cHuRcH wEdDiNg..
haha.. went for a church wedding today.. first time going... a bit kind of "mountain turtle" ba? hmmmx... it's a wedding of my mummy's cousin... quite handsome la.. maybe cuz ren feng xi shi jing shen shuang.. den whole person look better ba.. haha..
well.. when going to the church.. we almost lost way ba? or maybe nt tt familiar wif the road.. haha.. den my mommy was trying to tell my daddy how to go.. maybe some communication breakdown between my mommy and the rest of us ba.. haha.. make some jokes when trying to direct the road.. haha..
when reach there i thought we r late le lehx.. yuan lai we r still quite early... haha.. den i oso mistaken which one is the bridegroom =P.. blur de me.. haha.. when reach there.. my grandaunts [my mommy de aunts] all keep saying i changed alot.. haha.. cuz slim abit [?].. haha.. every meeting dou say la.. in the end still nvr slim to where.. haha..
well.. the bride is oso quite chio.. the couple looks quite pei nehx.. haha... the prist is quite funny loh.. wadever he sae la.. haha.. but wad he said r quite correct loh.. it's difficult to haf a perfect wedding.. all those shown in shows are all shows.. nt realistics.. some r rubbish!! haha.. especially when it says nvr sae sorry in true luvs... NO!! we shld learn to sae sorry to ur loved ones!! and when there's true luv.. there will tend to have some regrets.. hmmm... quite true after some thinkings oso.. haha..
The promises that the couple said r sweet lohx... although it is memorised b4 hand.. but reallie very sweet... juz listening to the promises, we as "audiences[?]" can be touched too... it's so nice lohx... haha... but dun think i will wan a church wedding ba? cuz i'm not a christian.. haha.. unless my future-husband is a christian.. haha.. dun wan oso.. cuz i dun wish to haf another one.. =P
furthermore my english so lousy... ask me to memorise those things i oso will forget alot lohx.. n i sure tremble.. haha.. pei fu them.. but.. once in a lifetime de thing.. can treat it as an experience ma.. haha.. aiya.. a simple n sweet wedding is oso nice rite? haha..
well.. maybe doing rebonding again.. my hair reallie sux lohx.. like crazy woman sometimes.. doing on tue.. haha.. den wednesday attending the wedding dinner of this couple.. haha... wondering how will be the result.. shld be better than last time ba? cuz hair longer..haha.. maybe going for swimming again on monday.. haha.. if nt after rebonding dunno until when den can swim again.. haha.. hope soon ba? haha.. cuz reallie luv the feeling in water lehx.. so carefree.. haha..
nVr AlLoW uRsElF to hAf aNy ReGrEtS..
today had a nice tok to him.. at JEC.. given quite a long time to have a private chat wif him.. well.. quite ok now le.. good that we had this chat.. haha.. feel alot alot better now...
at first thinking am i stupid to tell him i feel like wan hui.. cuz i'm so scared if i like tt sae he will juz give in to me.. den maybe soon later will appear such probs again.. cuz mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.. yet.. i not sure if i'm trying to mian qiang.. it's good that we can sit down n say out wadever it is in my heart.. hmmmx... so now.. ok le lohx.. :D:D.. maybe will haf some slight changes ba? but overall.. haha.. good lohx..
being frank is reallie the MOST impt factor between ppl.. not only between bf & gf.. but oso between frenz.. or even old husbands n wives.. maybe will hurt.. but at least u noe wad the person is thinking of ma.. hor? agree? haha..
he sae we maybe be going backwards in the relationship.. juz like white n black.. there's always an area of grey [kohli sae de].. he thinks we r going to add more white paints in.. but to me.. i feel like we r adding black in lehx.. cuz we r able to sae out wad we wan le ma.. this oso makes us noe each other better.. isn't it?
juz now got one salesgirl came to us to promote perfume.. from "I" zhou kan de.. haha.. so funny lo.. she come de time we r toking abt serious matter... :P.. both of us bought 1 bottle each.. haha.. den she asked if we r couple.. we said no.. n is me who replied her [first].. i hope one day.. i can sae a "yes" for this qn... will there be this day?
one more thing.. from this thing.. i can see that.. i reallie VERY VERY VERY VERY WONDERFUL FRENZ ARD ME!!! they so rox loh... love them all..
to xinyi, huimin n others who read my blog n were worried: hey frenz.. fang xin.. i'm alright..
to shirlynn, peiwen, meiyu, ah gong[edmund] & pineapple [fuyan]: thanks for wad u have done for me.. luv u all.. muack muack..~~
to u: i hope we didn't make a wrong decision.. n i think we did nt.. n.. i wun let u cry.. nt again.. if i do.. u can always punish me.. i swear...
r0jAk fEeLiNgS..
no words can describe my feeling right now... how i wish i can juz cry out... but.. i juz cant! something is stopping my tears from escaping from my eyes.. i wan to cry.... but i cant!!!!!! everything is stuck in me.. accumulating up.. so many things until i dunno how to tidy them up.. dunno how to "keep" them or "give" them away...... they r like bumper cars.. bumping ard.. hurting me bit by bit.. yet they can't escape...
somethings r reallie difficult to reverse back.. u can't treat a person whom u noe well like a stranger rite? on surface u can juz ignore the person.. but in ur heart.. u will still think it weird to do that to a person whom u noe rite?! wadever i can change is only my action on the surface.. somethings r juz difficult to change.. especially it is something from the bottom of e heart..
frenz sae u r selfish.. sae u only think of urself.. say u r a bad guy... u sae u r tong ku.. sae u think i'm not concerned abt u.. sae u wan to be less tong ku... i dunno... i can't convince myself u r as bad as wad frenz told me.. i always think u r a nice persono.. a person wif a good character.. a person who cares abt frenz ard u.. a person who will dote on ur partner for sure... so i keep telling my frenz u aren't tt bad..
u r tong ku.. ya i noe.. how i noe?! cuz i'm oso tong ku.. feel so tong ku whenever i need to go n guess wadever u intend to sae.. but in the end decide to keep it to urself.. feel so tong ku thinking wad i can do better for u.. thinking how i can i make u understand i reallie zai hu u alot...
i dunno wad i can do now.. think we've chosen our choice le ba... though i didn't wan this option.. but since u've chosen.. there's nth i can do oso... mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.. so... let it stop here first ba... i wil hope it is juz a pause.. at least still can continue to play it again in future.. but.. future.. who noe wad will it be lyk?!
如果我 退回到 好朋友的位置 你也就 不再需要为难成这样子...
r We [Ga|s] SeLf|sH??
gals wish to get some sense of security from the guys... we gals tend to forget.. guys need sense of security too...! guys oso need gals to be concerned abt him.. to zai hu him.. to take care of him... to gif him sense of security.. blablabla
i almost gave up today.. i almost did a U-Turn.. do all relationship will have sometimes like this? when we find it rather tong ku when we r unable to do sth tt we wish to do to each other? i find myself rather selfish sometimes.. i often think tt i'm not being concerned of.. even think i've not get a equal repay for wad i've given... well... now think carefully... maybe he haf the same thinking too?! juz tt i dunno only?
how can i let u noe.. i zai hu u more than anyone else? even my frenz are jealous wif my concerns to u... haha.. reallie lohx... everytime kena "scolding" my shirlynn they all cuz i more concerned abt
him...
i am stoooopid... i almost cut off the road in front of me.. pathed nicely for me.. lucky i didn't.. cuz i she bu de... if i did.. think i will kill myself for my stupidness loh... i am not going to be so stoooopid anymore.. n i will try to "improve" myself.. i promise.. i'll try..
30.11.2004
haha.. went swimming today!! haha.. so shuang lohx... but today so many ppl.. wan play slide oso need to queue up lohx..
hmmmx... met shirlynn at 9am at the bus stop near my hse.. cuz she come this area wif her mom n some little kids.. haha... those boy boy n gal gal all so cute lohx..!! haha.. reminds me of myself n my bros when we r young!! haha... maybe i'm nt as cute as them la... haha... den went Jurong east swimming complex... when we alight at chinese garden mrt station.. one grp of guys [abt 4 to 5 of them] were following us to the swimming complex loh.. haha... think they actuallie wanna walk another way.. duno y in the end walk de same way as us.. haha.. all the way until the entrance of the swimming complex.. think they first time to de swimming complex loh.. haha.. we shld have lead them walk a longer way if we knew earlier.. haha...
den we reach there.. we so "mountain turtle" lohx.. we use the locker le den thinking where shld we put our key lehx.. haha.. until we see one grp of gals wif their keys "tied" to their hand.. haha... we r reallie so "sua gu" lo.. haha.. swimming complex quite many ppl lohx... swimming pool oso no where to swim... lazy river n wave pool all full wif ppl lehx... lucky we go early.. if nt reallie cannot play by our own le..
we went lazy river and slack most of the time.. haha.. den ran into those guys behind us.. haha.. so "xie men".. keep seeing them lohx.. den i was like gong gong duno if they r those behind us.. cuz nvr wear specs... so half blind de situation.. haha..
went to play the tallest slide.. blue colour de.. haha... so damn very kong bu lohx... i turned one whole round along the slide lehx... means turn n face backwards for awhile den turn back la.. xia si wo.. i thought i will be facing backwards for the whole journey in the slide... haha.. lucky got turn back sia.. if nt i'll scream lohx...!~
den went to eat quite early la.. cuz me n shirlynn rather hungry.. cuz didn't take breakfast.. =P.. at KFC... saw those guys again loh!!! kaox.. keep seeing them... qi guai.. den they so childish lohx... went to play wif many straws... qi guai.. den shirlynn saw one guy den she sae look like guo pin chao.. OMG!! where go xiang lohx... guo pin chao is SOOOOOOO much more shuai than tt guy.. haha... den oso met Peihwa there.. when we were abt to finish our lunch.. haha..
after tt went JP walk walk.. haha.. walk de whole of level 3... looking for many things... haha.. starting to look for new yr clothes le.. haha... den went to the "pasamalam[?]" beside JP.. haha.. quite big lehx... everytime beside JP de dou very nice to walk de lohx.. haha...
hmmm... whole day spent quite meaningfully la.. at least wun allow me to haf time to think of other things.. =P=P.. haha.. now so tired... n think got bit flu le... cuz juz now when lining up for slide.. the wind damn strong... VERY COLD!!! den we 2 hair stood up lohx.. haha.. hope tmr wun get worst lohx.. =D
wah.. finally i've the mood to update my blog le.. 3 days didn't update le... well... from 24th to 26th i was at downtown east chalet..
24/12
well.. reach the chalet only at 3+pm ... cuz dad still haf to work halfday on the that day.. haha.. den oso went to fetch my 2 cousins to there at the same time.. den we went swimming at 5 like tt.. got me, my 2 bros n one of my cousin.. ya? all guys!?~ except me.. haha.. but nvm la.. den haf to take care of my youngest bro in the pool cuz he is too SHORT for 1.2 metres de pool.. omg.. he's so strong lohx.. can't reallie grab him well.. especially if he wans to jump into the water.. keep grabbing my swimsuit.. qi si.. den keep kicking me [when i ask me to kick de WATER!!!] den after tt went changi village for dinner... for the night... only me n my bro n my 2 cousins stayed in e chalet, my parents dun wan to... once again... i'm the only GAL! and after all.. i spent almost de whole day wif all guys~!!! we played cards until 12+am den go slp lohx.. den we all chao until 1 like tt den guai guai go slp.. haha...
25/12 n 26/12
this day woke up at 7.15... haha.. i woke up first de... cuz excited abt this day! haha... frenz coming over lehx..! got shirlynn amerlyn jiaqi meiyu claudia n
him.. haha... excited lox..
realised i wake up too early le.. n oso wake my bro n cousins up for nth.. haha... den all slack until 9+ b4 they come lohx.. haha.. den we went escape tgt... haha..! played the first game wif him.. think is flipper? haha... forgot name.. :p.. but still got other games la.. though sit wif shirlynn.. he oso somehow beside me.. :p... wah laox.. den at ard 11+ we gals n guys went to play different things.. den when we wanna go out for lunch.. WE CAN'T FIND THEM LOH?! actuallie can dunnid find them de... but locker de key is wif himm.. n oso my hp!! haha.. call them oso no response.. den me n amerlyn walked ard to find them cuz we dun wan to play the roller coaster[once again.. forgot name.. =P]... but we can't find lohx.. so we 2 went back there to wait for the other gals... we sat there n waited n waited.. den i walk ard again alone to look for them again... can't find.. so i walk back to find amerlyn loh... n I SAW THEM WALKING HAPPILY OUT FROM THERE!~!~!.. wah.. stupid me lohx.. walk so many rounds... yuan lai we r juz outside?!... haha..
den after lunch we gals n guys played our own things.. we went back escape while guys went arcade.. the sun was scorching[spelt like tt?] hot lohx.. until we all buey tahan den go back room.. haha... when we got there.. those guys wan to swimming.. but me n sl reallie too tired to swim le la.. haha... but we got go swimming pool to look for them... haha..
my youngest bro get along very well wif him lohx... haha.. he is so patient wif my bro... haha..[unlike me =P]... haha.. den after the bbq session.. we went back escape.. haha... this time brought along my youngest bro.. haha.. omg.. he is reallie patient wif my bro... haha... all my frenz sae i've found the right person... haha.. so teng children de.. aiyox... make me so bu hao yi si lohx.. haha...
den we gals n my bro n him stayed overnight... wah laox.. i soooo tired lohx... den wanna slp le.. but that amerlyn keep wanting me to stay up watch "the cool guy".. until i reallie buey tahan.. when i wan to slp.. my bro occupied one whole bed lohx..! hai me almost no space to slp... lucky managed to let him back to the centre.. haha... den i slept at 2+am.. but wake up at 5+am.. or maybe 5am la.. forget le.. haha.. we gals so funny lohx.. one wake up den some slp.. in the end left wif me n shirlynn awake.. shirlynn didn't slp whole nite lohx.. until 7+ when almost all wake up le den she go back slp.. haha.. but we didnt' go anywhere lohx.. all tired till siaox... amerlyn meiyu ck still go back slp after waking up lohx.. haha.. den all slack until 10 like tt den check out lohx.. all like xing shi zou rou de go home.... haha
well.. think tt's all... :p... nice christmas right? spent wif frenz.. so shuang... hhahaha...
yay.. tmr christmas eve... tmr n the day after tmr will be VERY VERY fun... ~ yay.. going chalet nehx...!! haha... looking forward to christmas that day.. haha... cuz we agar agar plan hao le...
morning go escape wif piggies[jiaqi, amerlyn, meiyu, ck], my bro... n maybe one more ba? haha... den after tt play until evening like tt meet shirlynn khoo[dua pai.. haha.. no la.. cuz she can't go escape].. den go BBQ~~~~~~~!!! yay.. so long didn't bbq as a family.. this time oso got all my frenz wif us... hmmmx... let me see who's going... my family... my piggies... my aunt.. my nanny... and?? haha... maybe tt all... 10+ going 20 le lehx... haha.. so happy nehx... haha... den staying overnight wif all the piggies... yay.. nvr spend whole nite wif them b4 lehx.. so happy!!! haha... den sunday morning maybe going swimming wif shirlynn... haha.. cuz other piggies like dun wan nehx... haha...
anyway.. today when i wanted to marinate the chicken... i cut my finger wif one BIG knife lehx... omg.. xia si wo.. lucky nt when i marinate chicken wings lohx... if nt u guys will be eating chicken wings marinated wif my blood...! haha.. omg... yucks... dun sae le.. if nt 57 chicken wings no one eating den cham lohx.. haha...
hmmmx... this will be the last post of this week ba... haha... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
hmmmx... quite a boring day today... actuallie shldn't be like tt de lohx... actuallie wan go for 3o7 de class gathering at seoul garden? den last nite my dad last min sae i cannot go... *sob*.... haix... so sad...
den went nanny de hse in the afternoon.. reallie dunno wad did i do the afternoon lehx... did holidays hw lohx... but oso did very slowly lohx.. dunno y? one qn dunno nid how long to do lohx.. den at nite when dad n mom came to fetch us.. thought my dad will nag me for my seoul garden trip[which i didn't go]... lucky didn't lehx... heng sia.. haha.. quite good mood.. :p... haha..
daddy n mummy bought chicken wings n hotdogs for bbq le lehx...~ haha.. so long didn't haf a bbq ourselves le.. den most likely on 25th nite will spend wif the whole piggy family wor!!! haha.. so excited!!! hahaha... looking forward to it lehx...
hmmmx... finally a proper entry ever since i came back from hongkong.. haha... den.. these 2 days quite happy ba... haha... cuz everything was solved.. [erm... izzit solved?] shld sae... "crisis is over" ba... haha... reallie thinking...
u controlled my mood lehx...
u can make me happy n sad to an extreme... reallie reallie extreme...
n... sorry i've made
u sad... sorry for me being selfish/bad/stupid/foolish/self centred... and i promise.. i will treat
u better... i wan to bu chang
u for wadever harm i've done to
u... but
u dun go n think i wan hui is juz cuz i wan to bu chang
u hor.. is reallie cuz i XXXX
u... ok?
maybe those few days in hongkong allow us to haf some time to think abt things carefully ba... absence makes heart grow fonder? haha...
to everyone who read my blog n was concerned: thanks for concerning.. and i'm alright now... luv u all[for gurls only k?]... haha...
to u: haha.. actuallie wad i wan to tell u r above la.. somehow sae to u b4 le hor? haha... hope we didn't do wrong decision again... haha..
haha.. back from hongkong.. =P.. not bad la... although quite tiring... cuz keep walking around... shopping and sightseeing... omg.. tired... haha... hmmmx... late le... further details shall be updated in some days time.. :p
wanna cry... so tong ku... but.. expected la... sure will de ma... today went ICA to change photos of my bros n my passports... cuz the actual one reallie too xiao hai zi le.. so must change...
how i wish my heart for
u can change so easily like the photos in the passport.. stick another one le den the custom wun care abt the previous one... but.. obviously i cant... if i can.. i wun feel so bad now.. whole morning till now.. luffing n smiling wif a broken heart... wad feeling is tt??? so painful.. but i oso can't show out... at first thinking... today maybe dun wan to sms
u.. or maybe nt so early la.. so didn't know
u smsed.. saw ur name on phone.. i immediately felt sad.. even before reading wad u have sms-ed over...
i'm sorry... reallie reallie sorry... i've dui bu qi u... n oso... dui bu qi myself... though i've sweared.. i will nvr break ur heart.. but i still broke ur heart.. n the most stupid thing is... i didn't noe i break ur heart... after so many many many things... we still ended up like this... we haf started.. started unofficially.. cuz we didn't nt sae out.. but we haf reallie liked each other alot.. at least me to u... is alot.. much more than SP.. i oso dunno if u can sense it.. maybe u cant.. but to me i noe.. i reallie like u alot alot alot..
haiyo... sae all these oso no use le... wad's over is over... we started without anyone knowing... n now... we ended without any obvious de reason? or maybe there is... only i didn't think of it... or i dun wish to think at all... haix... coming 5 days in hong kong.. i will try to adjust my feelings.. that maybe the longest 5 days i have this yr le ba...
to u: thanks for all those memories u have given me.. i'll nvr nvr forget.. n... sorry for me hurting u.. i've made u tong ku this period of time ba? sorry.. u can always find a better gal outside.. so.. hope u can find a better one soon...
will i regret one day?
did sth... maybe i will regret one day.. but.. dun regret oso cannot le ba... feeling so painful now.. the feeling that i had more than one week ago is back.. back.. n much more painful...
to u: i dunno if u r reading my blog.. if u r reading.. i dun expect u to turn back oso.. juz expressing things tt i haf been trying to control whole day
expected this day to come.. ever since the talk.. haf a feeling maybe u r trying to hurt me less.. tt's y u did nt insist on ur initial decision.. after that talk... i've been trying hard to maintain wad we r now.. cuz i reallie dun wish to take any step backwards le.. however.. soon later.. i haf a feeling i'm only yi xiang qing yuan.. it's so painful for me at times.. trying to maintain an unstable relationship.. last time i can still forget the pain easily.. cuz u will treat me reallie nice n sweet most of the time... but now.. i had got lesser sweet talks from u.. whole day i haf to think of a topic to tok to u.. cuz i noe.. if i dun tok to u.. u oso wun bother to tok to me.. everything eventuallie seemed to be only i'm stupidly trying to control it from falling... until when u suddenly sae.. i dun seemed like i want to wan hui our relationship le.. if i dun wish.. i will juz give up at that time..
maybe i haf done sth wrong from the beginning... i shldn't have wanted to wan hui tt time.. maybe i wun get sooo hurt this time... this time is much more hurting than tt time.. hurt until i feel like i'm having difficulty in breathing.. in front of ppl... i act as normal.. once i'm alone.. nt toking.. nt doing anything... everything comes back to me again... listening to Jolin's "dao dai".. maybe reallie ai hui bu lai le ba..
though i've made that decision.. wad had change is juz our relationship... nt my heart.. juz hope u can be happier like this..
t.i.r.e.d.
felt cold whole day lohx.. hands n legs r so cold... n... thinking alot whole day..
can sth be proved by juz saying out? how important is one person to another.. is proven by how the person feels or the other person thinks he/she has given? when a person tell u he/she cares abt u... u r impt to him/her... will u be convinced already? u will sure still haf the thinking he/she doesn't care abt u... or u r nt impt to him/her de ma..
juz read shirlynn's blog lohx... she sae i'll noe wad is true love.. n how to maintain a relationship... do i reallie noe how to? i oso dunno lehx... maybe i'm the number 1 failure in such things.. dunno yet ma...?
felt cold whole day lohx.. den daddy still brought us to harbourfront... there de air condition is SUPER cold loh... freeze there... nt feeling v well cuz of tt lohx.. T_T
feel sick.. nt good mood oso... thinking of many many things... haix.. i dunno la..
fLu..?
omg.. i today soooo tired lohx...
last night went for a wedding dinner... the wedding of my grandaunt's son... in Marriott Hotel.. haha.. there reallie cold lohx.. omg.. shivered the minute i stepped into the hotel.. haha.. out of the whole feast... think i only like the soup lohx.. ahha.. double boiled de..so nice lohx... no shark fins.. no abalone.. HMPH!... hahaha.. den reach home at 11.30 pm lohx.. so damn tired.. den slp at 12+.. cuz couldn't get to slp...
today woke up at 8am... panda eyes lehx.... haha... but cannot slp le.. meeting shirlynn n peiwen at 9.30 to go clementi swimming complex to swim.. haha... den when we reach there.. saw xiao jie lohx.. haha... so surprised.. everytime thought there shld be those no one wan go de.. haha.. first time see pw in swim suit lehx.. there is only one word to describe her skin colour... WHITE.. n reallie.. WHITE... haha.. den we taught peiwen how to swim lehx... haha... agar agar noe basic le.. haha... we nt bad wor.. haha... we oso met 3/8 de huihui n frenz there... den me n shirlynn oso keep swimming ard... haha.. horizontally de... but dunno how many times lo.. quite many times la.. haha.. den lent pw my googles most of the time... haha.. cuz i can open eyes in water ma.. so lent her lohx.. now eyes so tired.. hmmmx.. haha.. think eyes red diao after the 4HRS swim.. haha..
in between got take a break la.. went toilet.. haha... den saw xiao jie wif adelene n 2 more gals.. didnt' see carefully... haha.. so dunno who.. den after awhile went back n swim until 2.30... haha.. reallie v v v tired n hungry after tt lohx.. haha.. we dragged our feet to "kopitiam" in clementi.. haha.. like xing[2] shi[1] zou[3] rou[4 like tt.. haha...
wah.. went nanny hse... still played one game of badminton wif bro lohx... haha.. qi guai.. today tired still so energetic.. haha.. den went got back to her hse... reallie lie on sofa.. cant move lohx.. haha..
but overall.. though tired.. but quite fun... haha... can JIAN FEI... haha.. though still reallie v fei.. haha...
1sT sW|m iN e Ra|n
haha.. today went swimming at clementi swimming complex.. =P.. haha.. today bad weather we still insisted in swimming lohx.. haha...
woke up at 8am lohx.. so damn sleepy.. but haf to go back school first.. oso dunno wad tt mrs lim ai tee wans lohx... wan us to take photo... go back for that thing oso shuang... den she at first wan us to edit the video clip again de lehx.. but we reallie lazy to edit or rather.. nth to edit liao lohx.. den we sth like chuan[4] tong[1] wif mr chiu.. haha.. sae we edit le... haha.. =P.. den we left soon after we've taken the photo.. haha...
den went clementi swimming complex.. it's raining lohx... but nt v heavy tt type.. haha.. the swimming pool de entrance so difficult to find from the overhead bridge there lohx.. haha.. walk here walk there can't find entrance.. haha.. den when we start to swim.. the rain got heavier lohx.. but we continued to swim.. haha.. cuz we wan wait till the lifeguard chase us out den go out.. haha.. nvr try b4 lehx... swam for 2 or 3 laps ba.. haha.. den after half a lap will stop n tok lohx.. haha.. time passes v quickly like tt lehx.. haha..
den went their toilet.. omg lohx.. it's so damn quiet n ulu loh.. a bit kong bu.. haha... den the door is nt full length de.. sth like can see ur legs de lohx.. haha... abit bu zi zai when bathing.. den abit eerie.. haha...
den went for lunch at clementi.. den went JP walk walk... looking for some presents.. haha.. den went shirlynn's hse slack.. haha.. help her do her tagboard lohx.. haha... i so good hor? haha.. =P bhb...
wah.. rather tired lehx.. haha.. bit of headache n flu.. haha... but quite ok la.. haha.. everytime like tt de.. tmr jiu hao le.. haha
cHuRcH wEdDiNg..
haha.. went for a church wedding today.. first time going... a bit kind of "mountain turtle" ba? hmmmx... it's a wedding of my mummy's cousin... quite handsome la.. maybe cuz ren feng xi shi jing shen shuang.. den whole person look better ba.. haha..
well.. when going to the church.. we almost lost way ba? or maybe nt tt familiar wif the road.. haha.. den my mommy was trying to tell my daddy how to go.. maybe some communication breakdown between my mommy and the rest of us ba.. haha.. make some jokes when trying to direct the road.. haha..
when reach there i thought we r late le lehx.. yuan lai we r still quite early... haha.. den i oso mistaken which one is the bridegroom =P.. blur de me.. haha.. when reach there.. my grandaunts [my mommy de aunts] all keep saying i changed alot.. haha.. cuz slim abit [?].. haha.. every meeting dou say la.. in the end still nvr slim to where.. haha..
well.. the bride is oso quite chio.. the couple looks quite pei nehx.. haha... the prist is quite funny loh.. wadever he sae la.. haha.. but wad he said r quite correct loh.. it's difficult to haf a perfect wedding.. all those shown in shows are all shows.. nt realistics.. some r rubbish!! haha.. especially when it says nvr sae sorry in true luvs... NO!! we shld learn to sae sorry to ur loved ones!! and when there's true luv.. there will tend to have some regrets.. hmmm... quite true after some thinkings oso.. haha..
The promises that the couple said r sweet lohx... although it is memorised b4 hand.. but reallie very sweet... juz listening to the promises, we as "audiences[?]" can be touched too... it's so nice lohx... haha... but dun think i will wan a church wedding ba? cuz i'm not a christian.. haha.. unless my future-husband is a christian.. haha.. dun wan oso.. cuz i dun wish to haf another one.. =P
furthermore my english so lousy... ask me to memorise those things i oso will forget alot lohx.. n i sure tremble.. haha.. pei fu them.. but.. once in a lifetime de thing.. can treat it as an experience ma.. haha.. aiya.. a simple n sweet wedding is oso nice rite? haha..
well.. maybe doing rebonding again.. my hair reallie sux lohx.. like crazy woman sometimes.. doing on tue.. haha.. den wednesday attending the wedding dinner of this couple.. haha... wondering how will be the result.. shld be better than last time ba? cuz hair longer..haha.. maybe going for swimming again on monday.. haha.. if nt after rebonding dunno until when den can swim again.. haha.. hope soon ba? haha.. cuz reallie luv the feeling in water lehx.. so carefree.. haha..
nVr AlLoW uRsElF to hAf aNy ReGrEtS..
today had a nice tok to him.. at JEC.. given quite a long time to have a private chat wif him.. well.. quite ok now le.. good that we had this chat.. haha.. feel alot alot better now...
at first thinking am i stupid to tell him i feel like wan hui.. cuz i'm so scared if i like tt sae he will juz give in to me.. den maybe soon later will appear such probs again.. cuz mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.. yet.. i not sure if i'm trying to mian qiang.. it's good that we can sit down n say out wadever it is in my heart.. hmmmx... so now.. ok le lohx.. :D:D.. maybe will haf some slight changes ba? but overall.. haha.. good lohx..
being frank is reallie the MOST impt factor between ppl.. not only between bf & gf.. but oso between frenz.. or even old husbands n wives.. maybe will hurt.. but at least u noe wad the person is thinking of ma.. hor? agree? haha..
he sae we maybe be going backwards in the relationship.. juz like white n black.. there's always an area of grey [kohli sae de].. he thinks we r going to add more white paints in.. but to me.. i feel like we r adding black in lehx.. cuz we r able to sae out wad we wan le ma.. this oso makes us noe each other better.. isn't it?
juz now got one salesgirl came to us to promote perfume.. from "I" zhou kan de.. haha.. so funny lo.. she come de time we r toking abt serious matter... :P.. both of us bought 1 bottle each.. haha.. den she asked if we r couple.. we said no.. n is me who replied her [first].. i hope one day.. i can sae a "yes" for this qn... will there be this day?
one more thing.. from this thing.. i can see that.. i reallie VERY VERY VERY VERY WONDERFUL FRENZ ARD ME!!! they so rox loh... love them all..
to xinyi, huimin n others who read my blog n were worried: hey frenz.. fang xin.. i'm alright..
to shirlynn, peiwen, meiyu, ah gong[edmund] & pineapple [fuyan]: thanks for wad u have done for me.. luv u all.. muack muack..~~
to u: i hope we didn't make a wrong decision.. n i think we did nt.. n.. i wun let u cry.. nt again.. if i do.. u can always punish me.. i swear...
r0jAk fEeLiNgS..
no words can describe my feeling right now... how i wish i can juz cry out... but.. i juz cant! something is stopping my tears from escaping from my eyes.. i wan to cry.... but i cant!!!!!! everything is stuck in me.. accumulating up.. so many things until i dunno how to tidy them up.. dunno how to "keep" them or "give" them away...... they r like bumper cars.. bumping ard.. hurting me bit by bit.. yet they can't escape...
somethings r reallie difficult to reverse back.. u can't treat a person whom u noe well like a stranger rite? on surface u can juz ignore the person.. but in ur heart.. u will still think it weird to do that to a person whom u noe rite?! wadever i can change is only my action on the surface.. somethings r juz difficult to change.. especially it is something from the bottom of e heart..
frenz sae u r selfish.. sae u only think of urself.. say u r a bad guy... u sae u r tong ku.. sae u think i'm not concerned abt u.. sae u wan to be less tong ku... i dunno... i can't convince myself u r as bad as wad frenz told me.. i always think u r a nice persono.. a person wif a good character.. a person who cares abt frenz ard u.. a person who will dote on ur partner for sure... so i keep telling my frenz u aren't tt bad..
u r tong ku.. ya i noe.. how i noe?! cuz i'm oso tong ku.. feel so tong ku whenever i need to go n guess wadever u intend to sae.. but in the end decide to keep it to urself.. feel so tong ku thinking wad i can do better for u.. thinking how i can i make u understand i reallie zai hu u alot...
i dunno wad i can do now.. think we've chosen our choice le ba... though i didn't wan this option.. but since u've chosen.. there's nth i can do oso... mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.. so... let it stop here first ba... i wil hope it is juz a pause.. at least still can continue to play it again in future.. but.. future.. who noe wad will it be lyk?!
如果我 退回到 好朋友的位置 你也就 不再需要为难成这样子...
r We [Ga|s] SeLf|sH??
gals wish to get some sense of security from the guys... we gals tend to forget.. guys need sense of security too...! guys oso need gals to be concerned abt him.. to zai hu him.. to take care of him... to gif him sense of security.. blablabla
i almost gave up today.. i almost did a U-Turn.. do all relationship will have sometimes like this? when we find it rather tong ku when we r unable to do sth tt we wish to do to each other? i find myself rather selfish sometimes.. i often think tt i'm not being concerned of.. even think i've not get a equal repay for wad i've given... well... now think carefully... maybe he haf the same thinking too?! juz tt i dunno only?
how can i let u noe.. i zai hu u more than anyone else? even my frenz are jealous wif my concerns to u... haha.. reallie lohx... everytime kena "scolding" my shirlynn they all cuz i more concerned abt
him...
i am stoooopid... i almost cut off the road in front of me.. pathed nicely for me.. lucky i didn't.. cuz i she bu de... if i did.. think i will kill myself for my stupidness loh... i am not going to be so stoooopid anymore.. n i will try to "improve" myself.. i promise.. i'll try..
30.11.2004
haha.. went swimming today!! haha.. so shuang lohx... but today so many ppl.. wan play slide oso need to queue up lohx..
hmmmx... met shirlynn at 9am at the bus stop near my hse.. cuz she come this area wif her mom n some little kids.. haha... those boy boy n gal gal all so cute lohx..!! haha.. reminds me of myself n my bros when we r young!! haha... maybe i'm nt as cute as them la... haha... den went Jurong east swimming complex... when we alight at chinese garden mrt station.. one grp of guys [abt 4 to 5 of them] were following us to the swimming complex loh.. haha... think they actuallie wanna walk another way.. duno y in the end walk de same way as us.. haha.. all the way until the entrance of the swimming complex.. think they first time to de swimming complex loh.. haha.. we shld have lead them walk a longer way if we knew earlier.. haha...
den we reach there.. we so "mountain turtle" lohx.. we use the locker le den thinking where shld we put our key lehx.. haha.. until we see one grp of gals wif their keys "tied" to their hand.. haha... we r reallie so "sua gu" lo.. haha.. swimming complex quite many ppl lohx... swimming pool oso no where to swim... lazy river n wave pool all full wif ppl lehx... lucky we go early.. if nt reallie cannot play by our own le..
we went lazy river and slack most of the time.. haha.. den ran into those guys behind us.. haha.. so "xie men".. keep seeing them lohx.. den i was like gong gong duno if they r those behind us.. cuz nvr wear specs... so half blind de situation.. haha..
went to play the tallest slide.. blue colour de.. haha... so damn very kong bu lohx... i turned one whole round along the slide lehx... means turn n face backwards for awhile den turn back la.. xia si wo.. i thought i will be facing backwards for the whole journey in the slide... haha.. lucky got turn back sia.. if nt i'll scream lohx...!~
den went to eat quite early la.. cuz me n shirlynn rather hungry.. cuz didn't take breakfast.. =P.. at KFC... saw those guys again loh!!! kaox.. keep seeing them... qi guai.. den they so childish lohx... went to play wif many straws... qi guai.. den shirlynn saw one guy den she sae look like guo pin chao.. OMG!! where go xiang lohx... guo pin chao is SOOOOOOO much more shuai than tt guy.. haha... den oso met Peihwa there.. when we were abt to finish our lunch.. haha..
after tt went JP walk walk.. haha.. walk de whole of level 3... looking for many things... haha.. starting to look for new yr clothes le.. haha... den went to the "pasamalam[?]" beside JP.. haha.. quite big lehx... everytime beside JP de dou very nice to walk de lohx.. haha...
hmmm... whole day spent quite meaningfully la.. at least wun allow me to haf time to think of other things.. =P=P.. haha.. now so tired... n think got bit flu le... cuz juz now when lining up for slide.. the wind damn strong... VERY COLD!!! den we 2 hair stood up lohx.. haha.. hope tmr wun get worst lohx.. =D
