on n off
`30th ApRiL 2005`i'm in a rather on off mood recently ba?
abit kind of roller coaster..
sometimes down...
but sometimes went back up to normal...
so tired over sth...
so angry wif myself..
so clueless of wad i shld do...
ytd i was thinking of many things ba?
den whole day nt tt gd mood..
din't smile or luff much.. (or rather like i dint? according to someone)
who will be happy if they r experiencing wad i'm doing now?
if the person can be happy...
i reallie wan to bai ta wei shi le..
at nite online..
someone says my thinking very weird...
nt myself..
logics tt i've said isn't wad i normally think of?
someone is scared i'll lose myself eventually...
juz to please everyone ard me...
dunno?
a person who lose him/herself...
very scary rite?
haha... think i wun la...
till today oso shi bu shi thinking of all those things...
realised my ability of forgetting unhappy things overnight is lost le..
i'm no longer tt cheerful [or rather forgetful over unhappy things] le...
hmmmx.. nvm la...
but at least i will try nt to let it affect wad i'm doing...
MYE coming le...
good luck to everyone... =]
on n off
`30th ApRiL 2005`i'm in a rather on off mood recently ba?
abit kind of roller coaster..
sometimes down...
but sometimes went back up to normal...
so tired over sth...
so angry wif myself..
so clueless of wad i shld do...
ytd i was thinking of many things ba?
den whole day nt tt gd mood..
din't smile or luff much.. (or rather like i dint? according to someone)
who will be happy if they r experiencing wad i'm doing now?
if the person can be happy...
i reallie wan to bai ta wei shi le..
at nite online..
someone says my thinking very weird...
nt myself..
logics tt i've said isn't wad i normally think of?
someone is scared i'll lose myself eventually...
juz to please everyone ard me...
dunno?
a person who lose him/herself...
very scary rite?
haha... think i wun la...
till today oso shi bu shi thinking of all those things...
realised my ability of forgetting unhappy things overnight is lost le..
i'm no longer tt cheerful [or rather forgetful over unhappy things] le...
hmmmx.. nvm la...
but at least i will try nt to let it affect wad i'm doing...
MYE coming le...
good luck to everyone... =]
